I GOT KEYS TODAY! Yes I am now a keyholder at work! WOOO! Exciting! 10 cent raise. Haha.
I think I'm going to call Jake in like an hour and break up with him. This is so fucking hard. I'm trying to get a hold of Shanel but her cell phone's off! WTF. I feel so bad for him. It's gonna be like, "Happy birthday! Your present is that I'm breaking up with you!" Fuckkkk.
So I had this super fucked up dream the other night and I have to share.
There was this hugeass house that was like five storeys, except every floor was ONLY beds. And quite nearly everyone I knew was there (but not family). Like the graduating class of 2009, and a few people from work and elementary school. So we're all sleeping, and I realized Jared was there and I don't know, but something went through my mind about him seeing me looking all bedhead morning stuff, you know? So I went to the very top of the bed on the very top floor and threw a bomb and then fell asleep. And I woke up beside Cory, whose legs had blown off in the explosion, but everyone else who was like at the very top of the bed on the very top floor was unharmed (which was I think Jenna and Kristine). The rest of the house was blown to smithereens though. So we got out (Cory randomly disappeared at this point) and Dallas was there with this pickup truck, and there were firefighters. Dallas was like a firefighter or something, and they were going to look for survivors. So I called work because I don't know, I was going to be late or something? And someone picked up, but they were gurgling on the other end. I was all confused, but then I randomly realized it was Shanel. So I went to the debris, and Shanel was there (she had been on the bottom floor or something) but she was like burned beyond recognition. And I was all, "I'm so glad you're alive!" or something like that.
So weird. I think there was more, but I don't really remember it.
So I broke my guitar. I was extremely upset. I'm now saving up for ANOTHER guitar. Gibson Les Paul Studio in black. $1540 after taxes. I think I can do it and it won't take too much time now that I'm getting paid ridiculous amounts of money (...for me). But I'm not really expecting anything until AFTER Christmas. Got most of my shopping done, but not all of it yet. Next paycheck I'll finish up the important stuff, and then on Boxing Day I'll do the dad's side of the family presents because I am likely not going to see them before Christmas.
I HAVE MY TEGAN AND SARA TICKETS! They're right in front of me right now as I type. They're SUCH good seats. Still no one to go with, but I may ask Tiffany if she'd like to go, and if she says no, there's also Emma at work who said she likes them, so we'll see. At least they're people I actually...TALK to.